I decided every 28th of the month we gon' celebrate Me in a way to give me strength and remind me I can make it through the rain. This is the second month. This is the 3rd week being totally sober, wich ain't as bleak as I thought it would be tbh. Once again I'm surprised by my own determination. I'm leaving the Glitter Era behind step by step. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE dem splashes I just want to make sure I can do that. Ain't no AA shit for me. Them bastards crazy mind controllers ain't got nothin' on me. Next time I drink I won't cling to it like I used to. I used to drink on a daily basis, by 11am I was already wasted. Going out in the middle of the night looking for a liquor store still open. That shit expensive as shit. I'm losing weight like crazy (also because I can't afford to eat much and certainly I can't aford eating out so. And I drinkz none but water. It's a change from the drugs and the tacos and the giant burgers ...